Fifth Day.
Fifth day. No medicines; no pains; no discomforts; no sleeplessness.. all refreshed! Praise the Lord! My sixth and last chemotherapy is finally over and done with. The war is over.
I've fought all six battles against my enemy - myself.. walking through this valley of darkness and having only one light - the Holy Spirit, to guide me, I've finally made it through. I've made it.. I've done it.. I live..
Now, time to conclude the trauma with some good news that the tumour is forever cast into the fire, before picking up the debris and restoring what's lost in this war.
The Lord has been faithful to me. He has done great things for me. Before this last battle, I desperately prayed for strength, better treatment, lesser side effects and lesser pains. I prayed almost everywhere I go - in the bathroom, in my study, on my bed, before bedtime, when i wake up, when i eat, when i cry, when i think of Jesus, even when i felt those discomforts coming, i never stop asking for better days to come, because I really had enough.. really EnOuGh. I said I too had my limits, I'm after all, just a human being...
Then, good news began to unfold. From what I guess, God must have heard my prayers and empathized with me. Soon, the doctor requested a change in some of my medicines. At first, I thought it wouldn't make any differences at all, as western medicines always have their side effects - that's what I hate about them. But, what I didn't know, God actually prevented me from feeling those same "addict" side effects again. Astonished, and on the following day after my dozage, I didn't feel a cramp or pains around my bowels anymore, neither did my appetite decrease to a shocking level. It was a great surprise for me and I thanked the Lord for understanding my pains and relentless efforts in tolerating through all these tough times. And man, I'm now really very tired already. I don't wish to continue to face anymore of these, and hoped that all these will end now.
All things have worked out for good. And I believed there'll be more and more to come. It'll get better and better. I'm also looking forward to meeting everyone of my friends again. I miss them, and miss those times we go out together. Until the days when I can walk well again, may those days come through...
I've fought all six battles against my enemy - myself.. walking through this valley of darkness and having only one light - the Holy Spirit, to guide me, I've finally made it through. I've made it.. I've done it.. I live..
Now, time to conclude the trauma with some good news that the tumour is forever cast into the fire, before picking up the debris and restoring what's lost in this war.
The Lord has been faithful to me. He has done great things for me. Before this last battle, I desperately prayed for strength, better treatment, lesser side effects and lesser pains. I prayed almost everywhere I go - in the bathroom, in my study, on my bed, before bedtime, when i wake up, when i eat, when i cry, when i think of Jesus, even when i felt those discomforts coming, i never stop asking for better days to come, because I really had enough.. really EnOuGh. I said I too had my limits, I'm after all, just a human being...
Then, good news began to unfold. From what I guess, God must have heard my prayers and empathized with me. Soon, the doctor requested a change in some of my medicines. At first, I thought it wouldn't make any differences at all, as western medicines always have their side effects - that's what I hate about them. But, what I didn't know, God actually prevented me from feeling those same "addict" side effects again. Astonished, and on the following day after my dozage, I didn't feel a cramp or pains around my bowels anymore, neither did my appetite decrease to a shocking level. It was a great surprise for me and I thanked the Lord for understanding my pains and relentless efforts in tolerating through all these tough times. And man, I'm now really very tired already. I don't wish to continue to face anymore of these, and hoped that all these will end now.
All things have worked out for good. And I believed there'll be more and more to come. It'll get better and better. I'm also looking forward to meeting everyone of my friends again. I miss them, and miss those times we go out together. Until the days when I can walk well again, may those days come through...
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