4 nights have passed again... and I'm here blogging on the fifth day. I'm feeling much better, at least without the steroids that the doctor had given me. Those medicines make me sick. They make me feel like an addict and talking about it now brings those awful feelings back, so I'm not talking about it here. Yucks! I'm feeling a little sleepy and weak today and my both calves were a little immobile as i jumped a lot yesterday. Well, if you wanna know, I spent 3 to 4 hours praising and worshipping the Lord in my room, trying to focus on God instead of my pains and discomforts. I struggled to sleep last night as the steroids that I took became active after some time. Fortunately, I had the help of a sleeping pill that put me to sleep. Spiritually, I'm hanging on to the Lord's healing and His protections. I know that He'd healed me, but during these times of uneasy sypmtoms that I'm going through, all I can do is to cling on to the Lord for more strength - more than He can ever give me. I am fighting to feel better. I'm not giving up. It's hard, but I'm not gonna give up just like that...