Final Vacation Posting

Yea.. it's past midnight I know. But I really need to blog now regarding yesterday's news. I went to the Jurong Medical Centre today for a medical review, but in the end, I received some news. Okay now... here they're.

Good News: ~ I'll be downgraded to Pes E temporarily for 6 mths until then, the medical board will decide whether I'll be permenantly downgraded.

Bad News: ~ I'll be staying in camp after 4th April until 25th April when I have to go to the medical board for an official downgrade.

Ugly News: ~ I'll be back during the weekends and until then, I'll be able to skype Wendy.

I didn't feel that good after I heard that I have to stay in camp during the weekdays and knock off on friday nights. Although on Wednesdays there might be nights out, but so what? It'll still be same for me here.

Sometimes, I just wish that I could be there with Wendy now, wherever she may be. Or perhaps the other way round. And I really detest the distance that split us apart as if this is a kind of test of our own individual faith. Then again, I've nothing against the distance between us and all, but I pray all would be good in the end.

These few days I was also thinking in my mind trying to understand the postings I made several entries ago. And I realised that ever since I got to know Wendy, I felt mysteriously happy. There seems to be a kind of joy I received and I've never felt so much happier than before, for years I guess.

But then again.. I dunno about you... if you ever felt the same way too..